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Heres one of what will probably become many of poetry pages. lol Stubbornly Satisfied You leave me sleepless unsatisfied You break me, Stake me Un till I die Don't understand any more That's if I ever did I feel sheltered from your thoughts You keep it all so hid There is more to this I surely know What it is Just comes and go's Maybe one day I shall see Or locked away for eternity But hopefully I come to my senses Weather your not or for me Brandy Jones SWAN She's beautiful and elegant looking silky white, She swims around all day looking for what's right, She's seen and admired , Never talked to or been of suspicion She shines at day and glows at night, To everyone she is a sight No one hates her yet no one loves her, No one really thinks anything of her But she sure is the most beautiful thing on the lake All the other species are the ones of thought's to express When every ones gone, She sit's by her self, She is all alone, No one to give her the attention that she wants, She feels her heart throb for something of compassion She never does get it , But she is a pretty picture. Brandy Jones Pain The hand i once gave retracked into my heart today i found the pain i have gave so many times i thought about you so much i have wished that we never happened only to be in love and be happy once again without the hurt now inside the hurt that i gave only to be happy for one day one day is forever to be the man i want to be i person that i was intened to become past now just a bitter memory a memory that i wish wasnt me! we reep what we sow and the fields are vast awake to the new person that lives inside a new day has found me and spit on me but i will overcome the hate i will get by my walls are high standing once more not to be overtaken as always before my a awlful fend now my hands are up awaiting the next challange waiting to be hurt once more like i have always been! By. ????

Lost Hope this world is no longer mine but it holds all my hate i live in this firey pit of dispare and abanded hope i leave a pain where ever i roam i wish only to be happy one wonderful pure love take it all away leave me from this forsaken place this hell i call my own one but my ownly love can help and she has let me see her eyes but now when the rain has stoped in the cold i stand alone with u what do u say but three simple painfull hurting words i love you i love you! i love you! hurts more than a fist in my gut or a simple slap in the face spare me the words and the joy for i am forever alone! By. ????? This is my most recent, I havent got a good title for it yet. :) Will I find you, Is this the end? Will things be better if I was to win? Would life fall apart at the seams if I'm wrong? Would anything happen a little at all? Could you be the one who puts me at ease? Is life not as simple as I wish it would be? Are you that distant, That I can not feel you? Is the world a disaster meaningless, untrue? Would you wan't me if I was myself? Would you hate me if I were someone else? Could I be differnt if you wanted me to? Should I change for someone like you? Maybe were all wrong, I've came to the end. Maybe he's waiting, once thought of a friend. Maybe hes thinking of me right now. But I do not know, and I wish I new how. Life is so crazy, and I hate that it is. If things were perfect, then I would be his. But maybe what I want wasnt right all along. This pain thats inside me has go to be wrong. So hold open your arms for me this last time Maybe the last chance that you will be mine I can't handle the chase that you play I will find him, I guess not today. by. Brandy Jones Take Hold Of Me When I feel the need to cry, I wonder if you'll take hold of me, And hold me in your arms. Comfort me and ask me why, Why am I crying for the world to see, And just hold me steady with all of your charms. I wonder if when I'm all alone, If you would take hold of me, And help me feel love, By showing me what nobody else has shown. Show me the happy person I can be, And give me your kisses from above. I want to know if when it's my last moment to live, If you would please just take hold of me. Just please hold me until my last breath of air, Show me all the love you can give. Just take hold of me until the lord takes me to take care of me, And give me one last moment to share. By. Elias J.